It's no unknown secret to my family that I've had an anger problem since birth. But since getting married I've been able to keep in check. The reason is simple, I lost my temper one nite and saw the fear in my family's eyes. That instant did what no medication could ever do for me. It calmed me down. But today I lost it. A stupid argument led to my hurling my plate of food across the room out of anger. Luckily no one was hit, but I did crack my bedroom window. So now, I have to pay to get it fixed with money I don't have. SMH...I think I'ma just start drinking again. At least this way when I do loose my temper it'll be too late because I'll be done fell asleep before I can do anything stupid. lol...don't judge me.
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