Hard Times

Got the news a few days back that my aunt is on her death bed. She's not any aunt. We was raised as brother and sister since she's only a few years older than me. My heart is hurting. I mean to the point that I feel so angry and destructive that I'm ready to explode. I hear the pain in her daughter's voice everytime we speak. She look to me for answers to help her understand her mother's situation and I have none. Smh...

Family Issues

Most of my marraige I've been the main focus. Bread winner, support, everything. A few months ago I taught my wife how to drive, mainly because I was tired of doing all the driving. She protested about it. Once she learned I told her the only reason you have to stay with me now is love. Funny thing is I see the crack widening with every sunset. Smh...maybe she knew something I didnt.

Long Time No See

Smh...its been a long time since I blogged. For the most part things been ok. A little up and down but nothing too turbulent. My biggest issue is I lost my job because I am a convicted criminal. Nothing new really. Never lied on my app, probably should have tho. It was a temp job that I was working for about four months. The job wanted to hire me due to my work ethics. But then the dreadful background check was done. Oh well, back to the hustle to survive. Nothing new. I been here before. Difference is Im at a better place mentally.